So its been a while since i wrote one of these 2 years and a bit,ish.
well the news is im 19 now i haved my head but its coming back in prity fast, which i like.
I droped out of school almost 2 months befor the end of the year befor i should of graduated.
even if i had of stayed i would have been 15 credits short.
the day my school had their grad thanger i went to work and stayed at my bosses hosue that night,
and was never able to go to the only grad i truely belonged to.
soo many friends, people i might never see again and i didnt even get to see them one last time. But whatever.

well ok i started off as a sander like a drywall sander WHICH btw is the loweset job u can do in construction. I did that for about a month and then one day i decided not to go to work, I was soo tired from the night befor you know what i mean. anyways the day i stayed home, around noonish my boy Sean Heather called me and told me about a job with people that live a block away frome me!
and im sitting there thinkin " what a coinsidence this is too good to be true" the job is a stonemassion, my job is to lay bricks and glass blocks which i rarely do and another thing called cultuerd stone- this type of sidding costs a shit load of money to get installed. there are thousands of styles it comes in . when u look at a house and see that it has stone on the sidding usually near the gurage and on pillers near front doors and the front of housees and sometimes in the back of really nice houses also fireplaces inside.

yea its a pritty sweet getup,
in october i start my apprenticeship course which is a 3 year class and befor its over i will be subcontracting and getting paid by the sq. ft. up to 9 $ as a sub contracter but if i doo jobs on the side without the help of the main contracter i could get the full amount per sq.ft. which is double what ever it would be for a subcontracter because wsee when u do a job, you only really get half of the moneypaid by the home owner or whom ever. and usually i can lay 60+ sq.ft. a day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

do the fuckin math!

not drinkin much anymore just beer no more hardshit besides J.D. and Jager.

working out and workin hard savin money getting really sweet gear like a black barrie purl which im buyying in full instead of payin for it with a plan* its like 700 $ but im buyin it because im already on a plan and i broke my razor again because they suck!

seems like every day i wake up eat take my dexadrine and have a shower then its off to work all day some times up to 10 hours! my plan is to do the rest of my life without the help of my parents , i even wake my self up every morning at like 6:40 ish im not sure how i do it, i dont even have an alarm clock cus i wake up like clockwork.

so from here on in i have the money the patientce and the constant eurge to grow!







im at that age where i feel great and good things are happening to me.
the strength is amazing workin and eating right too has changed my body.
you who ever you are should fuckkin see how weird and scranny i was and now i just look like any other guy whos better shaped !







watch out world im coming for you!